too set in my ways: locked into
a perspective of perpetual need;
what emerges from deep storage--
wet and snapping, biting itself on
the page—needs nothing so muchas an answering rhythm, a syncopated
triage to repair the tear left behind in
the mind. Well, it's an avocation; at
least
in the short-term, it keeps me writing.But wouldn't it nice once to write
something of value, that is, of value to
at least one other human being,
animal even; I'm not proud; or tired.
But that's not gonna happen.
How could anyone care about
this extreme self-interest but me?
There's just no way. Actually,
there is one; and its benefits
go far beyond the possibility of
someone getting value from your poems.
It's finding (and keeping) an actual
girlfriend. There's no more exalted
pursuit than that, anywhere. Plus,
they always get value from poems
pitched their way, especially
poems written with them in mind.
If they've ever been in love, most likely,
that's just how they were snagged.
Poets can rarely resist such, some
would say, cynical use of their
alleged gift; I mean, like making
a woman fall in love with you by
writing lovely verse. But, I would
argue,
it's such a lovely result—not to mention,
its being poetry's main purpose since,
roughly, the beginning of time—
so it seems kind of sacrilegious now
to associate it with something cynical,
to suggest such behavior is selfish, or
call it manipulative, as some surely
do,
to persuade another person--even one
of exactly those qualities you happen
to find so particularly attractive,
perhaps even adore--to get that person
to love you, too. But, so what? I'm notwriting poems for those skags, the
kind who find romance disgusting.
I'm looking for a woman
who can be had for, approximately,
a decent limerick. That's my type
o' gal, exactly.; and we'll get on fine.
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